Friday, September 26, 2008

Contemplative...

I'm moving to Upstate New York, again. I'm not as depressed about it as I thought I'd be. Since I will be gaining so much, its almost hard to focus on what will be lost. There are good friends, and special things that I know I will miss. But, mostly I have a sense of contentment that I almost cant explain. Life is strange lately. Things I thought I knew, they've changed and taken on a new purpose. Its this time of year I guess, that calm cool moment before the craziness of the holidays, the excitement of spring, and the heat of the summer all over again. I wish I could live in this little moment of quiet peace a little longer. But, it always falls away to the rush of reality. The nostalgia, my own rebirth, the newness of life, it all seems to happen for me during the fall. And then, in a blink, its over. What if I could freeze time......

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There are easier questions to answer. I’m a little bit of a brat I guess. I like things my way. I’m bossy, and I don’t mind being so. I do take myself rather seriously… but I am working on that. I have a ridiculous sense of humor…. and I can make myself laugh like a lunatic. Even when no one else gets it. I love people, especially those that love me back. I am extremely loyal to my friends and family. I love to jump on beds. I collect books. All kinds of books, tons of them. Some of them I don’t even intend on reading. I just like them. Ummm.... I'm pretty crazy. I change my mind all the time. I love to make stuff, lots of stuff... useless stuff. And I love to cook and eat. I love my kids and family and husband and all my animals. Bright colors, flowers, warm weather, cuddling, the ocean... especially the smell of it, all those things are great too. And basically, I’m just here to work on my writing skills and talk about my life and new adventures in gardening and raising baby chicks.